Sunday, November 23, 2008

there is something liberating about letting everything tumble out for a second

the best possible thing for you to do, when faced with a build up of emotions,and to walk into where you live or where you call home, and ask someone close to you, emotionally or physically, why you are doing the things you are doing. Then you explain yourself when they look or sound alarmed and intrigued. and then you talk. you talk calmly and you listen. to me its better than crying, its better than ejaculating.

and by whatever you swear to you have to listen, even if you never use that advice. you have to listen because that person cares enough about you to give you an answer. even if these moments make me tired, i am always so glad they happen. now all i have to do is redirect my life energy towards positive ends and not get so caught up in things not being congruent to my standards. and for some reason that sounds easier.

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